Tuesday, July 30, 2024

A MOMENT OF WARM SUN


I want to make a disclaimer that I loved this song before I went through my breakup, and the song itself isn't super pertinent to my own situation. I thought Garrett was lovely. We met his parents and brother, along with his brother's wife and their adorable little baby, at a baseball game. Garrett sometimes picked me up in a car when I was tired. He understood the invisible workload that housewives do at home. He got me into hockey, a little bit. Garrett bought me flowers. He cooked me the best homecooked steak I've had in my life, on the day he ran a marathon (yes, 42km). Garrett played the guitar and sang for me and taught me to play piano. He made me happy and he's not like, Joe Alwyn to Taylor Swift. But I love this song, and I thought it would be nice to look back on, several months or years from now and grown from here. The antidepressants I'm taking (the exact same that Garrett takes) are helping so much, I don't think I've felt this.... stable through a breakup, ever. I mean, don't get me wrong, I am SAD, but I'll get through this.